I’m always right here my love. Always….
Though the time has passed when your shadows are now lights in my mind, though your arms cannot hold my fears and my pain. You are right here. though I cannot hold you in my arms and smell your wonderful fragrance. That sweet smell of home. I know my love, in my heart, that nothing that was given this way will ever go away. Nothing. I just miss you my darling. so much. hugely my love. Just hugely. You are my everything Leen. It’s the hardest thing I have ever done my darling. To live without hearing your voice. Hearing your laughter. Hearing your loving prodding for me to keep going. To always find a way to keep going. I just miss you so much sweetheart. Not in a selfish way. But because you are and ever shall be my other heartbeat my darling. We were that song in both our lives and hearts Leen. It was for a reason that this happened. I have to believe that. I have to believe that there was a reason for all of this. I have to. For to not have that, to not have the belief that it all happened for a grander design… well Leen, that would be too much. It would be just too much.
so, as always my darling. Thanks for sending Marla to me. She’s like the daughter we couldn’t have. It’s funny Leen. It’s like from the other side you feel that if you could not share in a child with us, that you would send one to me, not small or young. But one who is just a bit younger, with so much of you in her to remind me that you are still here. Marla has become a good friend Leen. And she helps me to understand that there was truly a reason for all of this. Thank you so much my darling. You do understand. But then you always did.
I love you so much Leen. With all that I have ever been. And all that I shall ever be…
Godspeed my darling Leen… Godspeed….
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