Advanced system care professional :

Again, I want to stress how advanced system care professional is actually a really fantastic program.  And you do not have to pay the $30 per year for the Pro version.  Although, for anyone who is serious about maintaining their desktop computer whether you have Windows 7 or Windows Vista or Windows XP really does not matter.  Advanced system care professional actually works tremendously well with all of those operating systems.  Additionally, there is a version that works fantastically well with the Mac.

That being said, I am at this point testing out the turbo boost function of advanced system care professional.  Now turbo boost basically turns off certain unnecessary Windows services so that it gives the basic programs that you use all the time more system resource and more system memory.  And of course I will keep everyone apprised as to what I learn.

 

Dragon NaturallySpeaking :

As I have been explaining I have gone back to using the desktop microphone for Dragon NaturallySpeaking.  And actually I do not believe I am ever going to go back to using the headset.  Although, I am not really sure how my air conditioner is going to sound the summer.  It is virtually brand-new.  But it still is a portable air conditioner, meaning that it has a rather long to that goes to the window so that the air conditioner basically can sit in any room that I choose.  And I generally have it in the kitchen which is about 1 1/2 rooms away.  Still and all, last summer when I tried to use the desktop microphone at the same time I was using the air conditioner.  I ended up having difficulty with the speech program meaning Dragon NaturallySpeaking, being able to recognize my dictations.

However, at the same time, I have of course reinstalled Dragon NaturallySpeaking and then so tremendously cleanly.  And so consequently, the level of accuracy and efficiency that Dragon NaturallySpeaking is having using the desktop microphone has become greatly improved.  So the chances are that I, very likely will be able to continue using the desktop microphone, even though I am going to use the air conditioner the summer.  But of course again, I will keep everyone apprised as to what I discover.

Comments:

I realize I have been somewhat remiss on approving the comments.  The only thing I can say is that I am going through a rather difficult emotional time right now.  I am not really sure why.  But the level of my grief for Aileen keeps fluctuating.  So for example last night I had this horrible suicide nightmare.  Today I was a bit of emotional where I was crying at some point during the day.  And consequently, when I am experiencing those kinds of things my way intuition or my gut instinct tells me simply take things slower.  Plus, the other thing is that the weather has literally been abysmal.  What is interesting is that I sort of have an explanation of why the weather is affecting people so dramatically.  Meaning negatively.  But the explanation that I have been coming to in my mind refers more to sub particle interaction and acceleration than it does to meteorology.  I am beginning to believe because of what I am seeing happening with various meteorological events taking place on the planet that what is going on scientifically is that the density or rather, densities, of the sub particle interactions that are taking place during different meteorological circumstances is changing.  Changing in fact pursuant to becoming more dense.  Which would mean that the wavelength of the particles is actually becoming shorter and the particle activity would then within certain aspects of the fields of the meteorological events would in fact be moving slower.  Which would of course make the water droplets of rain and the moisture in the air, heavier.

And I believe that is in part what is going on with the different meteorological events whereby people are having breathing problems and other physical ailments that are surfacing.

But in any event, my plan is to sometime tomorrow eventually clear some of the comments.  And by tomorrow, well it is now 10:34 PM.  And normally the way that I sleep.  If I go to sleep.  The next 30 min. which I am planning on doing.  I will probably be up around 2 AM.  So if I am, which is what I am hoping, then I will of course clear some of those comments without any hesitation.

I do have a neighbor coming over tomorrow for a while.  But I will of course try to do at least one or two news articles sometime tomorrow afternoon.  There is an article or rather a Journal entry, I want to write about my transgenderism.  But it has to be done somewhat carefully. This is because transgenderism is one aspect of gender representation.  But it is one that many people have difficulty comprehending.  And so consequently I want to be very careful about how I talked about some of the issues that I am dealing with regarding my transgenderism so that when I do talk about these issues.  They will in fact make more sense to the reader.  Meaning you.  But it is something that I believe really does need to be talked about.  Because it is an aspect of my life, especially since Aileen died.  Not only because I promised her.  But because of the fact that there are many other transgendered people in the world who are probably going through similar issues.  And while the potentially intellectual mind might consider that at my age I should be beyond some of the conflicts that other transgendered people go through that very well may not be the case.

So anyhow, these system updates are really for exactly what I am doing where I talk about any kind of modifications I make into my computer system that I feel might actually be of benefit to someone else.  Meaning again, you the user.  And you, the reader.  But they are also sort of the way for me to keep everyone apprised as to my activities so that they will have a better understanding that I am not basically turning my back on my Journal.  It is just sometimes I need to step back.

Journals I Follow:

Now I am sure that some of you who are reading my Journal, if not most of you are aware that I am now following the number of journals.  And what I have done is I am separating off any of the postings from those journals to a separate folder in my e-mail program, Incredimail.  So, I want those people whose journals I am following to know that I do intend on making comments.  Because I think that is only fair.  But with everything else I am doing right now.  I have to say that my hands are just a bit full.  But please do not doubt that I will get to commenting on some of your very marvelous posts.

Personal:

So anyhow, I think that is about it.  It is going on 11:30 PM and I have had a bit of breathing trouble tonight.  Plus some gastric junk.  So I think what I am going to do is have one of my good old standby, peanut butter and jelly sandwiches with a glass of milk and turn on a funny movie.  Then of course I will look over in the other room and say good night to my darling Aileen.  And I have redesigned my den again.  So I will be taking a picture of how it looks and replacing the old picture of my den with this new one.  It is basically the same but I have readjusted a few things to make it easier for me to use my speech program while at the same time keeping my legs up and trying to not put as much stress on my body as I should not.  Although, I am now doing exercises every morning.  I am doing deep knee bends and I am doing situps.  So anyhow, I think that is about all I wanted to say for right now.

It is a journey.  More than anything I could ever describe this is in fact one of the most difficult.  And yet one of the most amazing journeys.  I have taken in my entire life.  I am and totally and completely uncharted territory.  It is kind of white knuckle time.  But at the same time it is only white knuckle time, mostly because of stuff that goes on inside of me, not things that are going on around me.  Because in reality, the people around me are incredibly kind.  Just like all of you.

So anyhow, I will probably of course do more writing either during the night or tomorrow morning.  That is what writers do.

Thank you so very, very much for listening.

See Also:

My Significant Journal Entries:

  1. My Biographical Profile
  2. Distractions
  3. My Spinal Injuries
  4. Now We’re Having Fun, Right?
  5. My Complete Medical Record Of My Caregiving For Aileen
  6. Connections
  7. Finding Neverland
  8. I Never Want To Stop Crying For My Darling Aileen
  9. How Do I love thee. The First Anniversary Of Aileen’s Rosebush
  10. Oh There You Are
  11. My Philosophy of Life
  12. Second Gear, My discussion of my Pro-Life, and Pro-Choice Position
  13. The Time I was hired to photograph and met President-elect Ronald Reagan
  14. My 250 Million Variable Characteristic Hieroglyphic Language
  15. My Global Warming Research
  16. Quantum Mechanics And Newtonian Metaphysics, Originally Dictated On Friday March 19, 2010 (two days before Aileen collapsed and was told she only had 2 months left to live
  17. Magnitude 2.6 Earthquake In Central California
  18. Earth Preaching
  19. When Cancer Meets City Code
  20. Religion 101
  21. I Am An Iconoclastic Human Rights Advocate
  22. The Dark Lord
  23. Sand On The Floor
  24. ACLU Court Challenge Religious Restrictions Government Funded Trafficking Victims Program
  25. Penelope Cruz even looks good in menswear
  26. An Update On How Mike DeWine Is Trying To Take My Home Away From Me
  27. The Truth Game
  28. The Tortoise And The Hare
  29. A Human Comedy
  30. Fear: One of Life’s Great Motivators
  31. Give Me That Old Time Religion
  32. The Shadow People
  33. Also To Be Noted
  34. At Last
  35. Midnight Madness
  36. The Miracle of Synchronicity
  37. A Speck Of Dust On A Dirty Beach