I realize that my last journal entry was probably very uncomfortable for a lot of people to read.  And that is a good thing.  Because it is not just the Christian conservatives who are the enemy or the poison in the humanity.  It is conservativism.  In general.  Let us look at reality.  Every time we turn around conservatives are making fun of people who are not conservatives.  They call anyone who is not conservative, crazy and stupid making anyone who is not concerned about to be basically worthless.  And yet some of the most terrible crimes being committed today and that have been committed all throughout history have been committed by conservatives.  So then we are looking at is a huge lie.  Were looking at nothing more than the same kind of propaganda machine that Adolf Hitler used during World War II to convince the German nation that the Aryan race was actually chosen by God to be the one race of the world.  Just like the Christian conservatives and conservatives throughout the world are taking the high ground like they alone are the only ones who have God’s love.

Just like the people of NASCAR who were given a chance to show decency, and to show absolute kindness and instead what they did was show their racism and their bigotry and their prejudice.  And the entire world saw that.  Some the matter what anyone it NASCAR might ever say the entire world saw the people at NASCAR in salting the wife of the president of the United States, Michelle Obama.  And those same people at NASCAR are the same people who demanded that all the respect in the world be shown for President Bush.  But suddenly when the president is black and is someone they do not like those thousands of people at NASCAR all those NASCAR fans by their own free will choice showed the entire world that rather than being kind and compassionate and showing any kind of decency.  They wanted to show how ugly they were they wanted to show how absolutely despicable and racist they were.  And that was an active choice.  God did not make them do that.  Nobody was sitting there holding a gun on the crowd at NASCAR to make them behave in such a racist way.  They did it on their own.  And what is more is that they took pride in their racism.  They were proud of their hatred.

And yet, if President Bush would have been in office the same people would be yelling and screaming about how the president should never be disrespected.  And yet they themselves showed disrespect to the president of the United States.  Meaning that when they said that no one should ever disrespect the president that they were basically lying.  Because if they were not lying than what was their excuse for showing hatred and racism.  The Michelle Obama?

Just like good old Bill O’Reilly and all the other stupid racists who are conservatives in the United States.  The talk shows will be full over the next several days of conservatives blaming liberals for all of the things in the world.  And yet it was not a liberal who stood over her dead body and did what they did with those three Marines.  Because those three Marines were not liberals.  They were conservatives.  And for my money they were Christians.  And was really so funny is that none of the people at NASCAR and none of the conservatives in this country realize how absolutely insignificant they really are.  They are also full of themselves thinking that they really are so important when in reality they mean nothing.  Conservativism.  In the United States does not mean a damn thing.  And the reason it does not is because within a few generations.  History will look at the Christian conservative movement and the conservatives of NASCAR and all the other the conservatives in the world has nothing more than neo-Nazi wannabes.

Because that is really all they are.  And when you think of the grand scheme of life in general.  Meaning not life here on earth.  But life as it exists everywhere, when you think in those terms, which are the exact terms that the American Baptist Christians are taught to think in terms of, along with the Catholics, when you think in those terms you then very clearly see how absolutely inconsequential.  All of the killing that the Christian conservatives and the conservatives in history and the Catholics have done really is.  The Catholics and the Christians think that they have just done such a wonderful job of killing and moralizing the world and all they have done is leave a legacy of ugliness and a legacy of death.

And like I said, my job as a human rights advocate is to be as uncomfortable as possible.  My job is to be as confrontational and as divisive as possible.  I want to be in the face of the reader.  I want the really good Catholics and Christians in this world to stop being silent I want all of the people who are not conservative and not violent in this world to become more verbal.  For every single human being who does not speak up in absolute outrage at the unbridled hatred of conservativism that so many in the Christian conservative movement are showing and so many at NASCAR showed Michelle Obama and for those three Marines to show that individual they had killed; for everyone.  That does not speak out humanity falls lower into the pit of being nothing but rabid dogs.

And like I said, and like I have always said none of this is about me.  My life is essentially over.  The conservatives have basically done everything they could to destroy my life.  Michael DeWine is a conservative Christian and Michael DeWine when after my home to take my home from me.  And Michael DeWine was prevented from doing so only because of the law.  And had not the law been in place and had I not had an attorney Michael DeWine the good Christian he is would have thrown me into the street to die.  Because Michael DeWine does not care about anything that he was taught in church.  He does not care about the Bible.  He does not care about compassion he does not care about being kind he does not care about the law or the Constitution Mike DeWine and the entire DeWine family only care about power and money.  Just like most of the conservatives in the United States money and power.

Do not take my word for this at all.  Please.  Do not take my word for what I am saying.  Just look at my mother and father who were basically millionaires.  Look at the Maschke family because there is a very good example of the two aspects of conservativism.  On the one hand there was my grandfather and my grandmother.  My grandfather actually ran the entire Republican Party for all northern Ohio until his death.  He was also the United States customs inspector for the entire United States under Pres. Harding.  So my grandfather was actually all about duty and honor.  My grandfather was about what the Republican Party used to stand for.

And then on the other side of the equation.  There was my father.  An alcoholic basically a millionaire.  Ruthless and the criminal.  That does not mean I did not love my father.  And it does not mean that I knew anything about any of his criminal activities until long after he died.  But he was a criminal.  And he typifies a certain segment of the Christian conservative movement and the Republican Party and conservativism that exists today.  Addicted to various things addicted to money and power or addicted to alcohol or drugs or prescription medication or addicted to overeating or shopping or addicted to addiction.

And the conservative thinking is become so flat minded and hateful that they will blame every single thing that happens bad in the world on the liberal.  And yet every time we look in the news it is something happening is never a progressive or liberal committing the crime.  It is always an extremist or what can be defined as a fundamentalist, which is also known as a conservative.  Yet the conservatives go out of their way to tell this big huge lie about everyone else is the problem because they never are.  And yet it was not conservatives who desecrated dead body.  It was three Marines who in fact were conservatives who did that.  Just like it was not anyone else.  At NASCAR who insulted Michelle Obama it was the people of NASCAR who did that.  The good so-called pure and honest men and women of NASCAR who think they are better than other people when in fact all they did at that single event where they insulted Michelle Obama was to show everyone in the world.  How absolutely asinine and ugly they really are and how racist they really are.  They had an opportunity to show how really polite and courteous and patriotic.  They were but instead they chose to show how ugly and hateful and racist they could be.

So I am not going to make any excuses.  At 61 years of age having lost my wife I most certainly am not going to make any excuses.  After watching Aileen died during those eight months.  There is nothing that any conservative could ever do to me that would come close to causing me any harm whatsoever.  Not one single thing it would be impossible because nothing can equal how that destroyed me.  Nothing.  So I do not really care if the people of NASCAR hate me.  Because if they do I dare anyone from NASCAR or who is associated with NASCAR to come up to my door with a gun and kill me.  I dare them to do that because the moment they do they will prove every single thing I am saying and if they are that stupid that again.  My attitude is bring it on.  Because I am not afraid of going to God.  Because I have never acted out the way that the NASCAR people acted out.  I have never acted out as a flaming racist.  I have never acted out as someone who was not patriotic.  I have never demonstrated a double standard regarding my patriotism to this nation.  But the people of NASCAR did.  Just like the Christian conservatives do every day.  Just like Bill O’Reilly did when he called the homeless veterans basically worthless.  Just like Herman Cain did when he said he hated Muslims when most of the black community in the United States is Muslim.

Conservativism.  To mark me as a target because of what I write would be the easy thing to do.  That would be the expected behavior.  But the real and legitimate behavior would be for the good Catholics and the good Christians and the good Christian conservatives to finally get that up with being associated with all of the stupid bastard racist like the people of NASCAR who claim to be good Christians and yet all they did when they were given the chance was to show how ugly and non-Christian they could be.  As the of Jesus would ever thanked them or ever take pride in the ugly racism they demonstrated and for anyone at NASCAR to think that Jesus is actually going to give them praise for the horrible ugliness they demonstrated that person is again too stupid to be reading this Journal article.

Because the reality is whether any Catholic or Christian likes it or not give you call yourself a Catholic or Christian then you had better remember that there are two very significant phrases that most of the Catholics and Christians do not want to talk about but that has to be remembered.  Because whether any Catholic or Christian likes it or not judge not lest you be judged.  And what you do to the least of me will be done to you.  That is what Jesus told the people who became Catholics and Christians.  So that means that every single thought, word and action that has ever been committed in all of human history by any Catholic or Christian or any follower of Jesus that any action or thought that was ever committed by them in any way positive or negative will in fact be done to them because that is what Jesus said.  He did not say only or if he said anything you do to the least of me will be done to you.  Anything that is what he said.  And for any stupid bastard Christian conservative, whether they be with the NASCAR idiots or anyone else to dare try and change those words is nothing more than a bastardization of their own faith.

But were not talking about just Christian conservatives and were not talking just about the stupid bastards of the Republican Party were not talking about the asinine behavior of the morons at NASCAR.  And all NASCAR has done as far as I am concerned is to certify that I will never spend a single cent on anything related to NASCAR.  I will not buy any of their products.  I will watch anything sponsored by them.  I will not attend any of their of events because I am going to boycott them for the rest of my life.  That is what their racism got.  If they wanted people to praise them.  They did not get that with me.  Because I will not do business with anyone associated with NASCAR.  I will not do business with any mechanic associated with NASCAR.  That is what they achieved.  And I am not the only one who feels that way.  There are a lot of other people who feel exactly the same way, so that is the battle line they wanted to draw than they did a good job.

But those idiots at NASCAR and those morons who were the Marines who desecrated dead body are not the only problem.  Because the problem that is facing humanity is much worse there is no difference between how horribly the conservatives in the United States are treating everyone else in this country and around the world because the conservatives in the United States make no bones about how much they hate everyone they hate immigrants and I could go on with all the names like I have done in the past because they hate everyone and when you listen to the Republican candidates you never hear them talking about what they like.  All you ever hear them talking about is how much they hate everything or how they are going to change everything.  You do not ever hear about how much they like America you do not ever hear them talking about how much they like people from different countries.  You only hear them talking about how they are going to tear things down or change everything which means all you ever hear them talking about is how much they hate everything.

So that is the best that they can do then all their certifying is that the world is watching their hatred well up inside of them like a boil.  And again, they cannot blame anyone for their ugliness.  Because God did not make them behave this way.  It does not say anywhere in the Bible to desecrate it does not say anywhere in the Bible to live your life as a flaming racist.  But that is exactly what conservativism has become.  And if you do not believe me just read the life of Adolf Hitler or read the life of Alexander or read the life of King David after he killed Goliath read the life of Caesar.  Read the life of Nero read the life of Mussolini and when you start looking at these people’s lives.  You are good to see something incredibly similar conservativism and extremism.

Edit humanity is too stupid to understand what I am talking about.  That is not really a problem either.  Because eventually, the world will get old meaning Earth will begin to have physical problems.  The best scientists in the world.  Many of them who are actually Christian conservatives and have been Christian conservatives agree that with the number of people in the world and the rate of population growth and the level of deforestation.  It is only a matter of time before the world begins to have trouble producing enough oxygen to sustain all of the life living on the surface of the earth.  It is only a matter of time.  And when that happens conservative bastards like Bill O’Reilly and the idiots at NASCAR or Rush Limbaugh will be out in front screaming and yelling about how God is going to protect them and they will be doing that while their friends and neighbors are dying because they cannot breathe and that is not only conservativism but it is also hysteria.

The conservativism way of thinking is that they believe that they are really very important to this world and to the universe when in reality they mean nothing.  I can give you look at the size of the galaxy that holds the solar system where planet Earth is located.  You will find that the size of the galaxy, known as the Milky Way is but a pinprick.  That is how small our huge gigantic galaxy the Milky Way is compared to the universe.  So when planet Earth finally dies and humanity basically goes the way of the dinosaur the universe will not give a damn.  And neither will God.  Because the reality is for anyone whose religious to think that God only created humans out of the entire universe which is infinite is probably the dumbest thing I have ever heard.  It is definitely one of the most narrowminded and stereo typical things I have ever heard.

And it does not matter whether anyone believes what I say or not.  Time is on my side.  So the conservatives can sit there and yell and scream and call me all the names they want but time is on my side.  Because it is only a matter of time before the world get so many people in the world that oxygen becomes more scarce and breathing problems become more numerous and governments have more difficulty paying for the medical costs.  It is only a matter of time.  That is just numbers.  That is not politics.  That is not philosophy.  That is not science.  That is not religion.  That is just numbers.  It is just mathematics.  If you put a certain number of people inside the room with a limited amount of air eventually some are going to die.

So I do not really care whether anyone likes what I write or not.  Because when I write this way.  I am writing for only one purpose to do everything I can to be as divisive and as combative as I possibly can.  Because I want to insult the Christian community and the Catholics and the Christian conservatives and conservativism all over this world I want to insult the people of NASCAR.  I want to be in their face because I want to really good humane and good kind souls in all the different aspects of conservativism to suddenly realize that as a result of the stupidity and the asinine bastard behavior of the hysterical extremists within their own movement that they themselves are being associated with that same ugly behavior because not enough of them are speaking out.

And for everyone that does not speak out conservativism becomes stronger and uglier and more poisonous to the human condition.  When was it a good idea for humanity when given the chance to progress and to leave all not to do so?  When was that a good idea?  Either humanity will put up and shut up and start becoming more enlightened or humanity will eventually simply not exist.

And the conservatives of this world do not want to change their attitude, then they can watch as the world dies.  Because there is no difference as I said before, between any man or woman or any family living in any country of this world who is being subjected to conservativism and extremism.  There is no difference.  You can take a mother and father from any country in this world and when they have no food in their house as a result of conservative and extremist thinking and political behavior the same result exists.  Those people end up with no food, they end up with their children going hungry they end up scared out of their wits and not knowing what to do.  And at that single moment they are exactly the same as anyone in this country.  And yet the conservatives paint all these differences.

And as I said the differences do not really matter because when humanity finally extinguishes itself there will not be any fanfare and there will be no 04 Horsemen of the Apocalypse and there will be no second coming there will be nothing.  Not a sound.  The universe will not give a damn.  Planets are born and die every single day in the universe.  That is not only scientific fact but it is religious fact.

So how much more ugliness.  Do we as human beings have to watch before we finally get fed up?  In ancient Greece the women at that time became so angry at the violence and the killing that was going on that they basically told the men of Greece that they were going to stop having children.  If the men did not stop there.  Killing.  The men did not believe the women and the women carried out their threat and they stopped having children and when that happened the men suddenly realized that if they did not stop someone else or something else would stop them.

I am planning on doing more news Journal articles.  But in my own life.  I am going through changes just like everyone goes through in their own lives.  And my perspective of life at 61 years of age, having lost my wife is one hell of a lot different than it was two years before she died just like it is a lot different than it was when I was 30 or 40 or 20.  So my view of life is nowhere near where it was when I was younger.  These days I do not really care when I die.  But I am not going to break any of the promises I made to Aileen under any circumstances which means I am going to continue this Journal and I am going to continue writing regardless how strenuous it is regardless of how hard it may be, I am not going to break any of those promises to my darling Aileen it will not happen.

But as I looked at what is going on in this world I see nothing but ugliness and that is not because I am only focusing on the ugliness it is because it is my job.  As a human rights advocate I am required to speak out on behalf of the millions of men and women in this world who never get the opportunity and in many cases do not have the ability to speak out for themselves.  So I always have to focus on what is wrong with the human condition where humanity is screwing up.  And I chose that way because of all that I have explained previously.

So it does not matter to me that I am making people uncomfortable and it does not matter to me that I am causing people consternation when they read what I write because that is what I want.  I want people put into the most uncomfortable position possible.  I want people to be shaken up when they read what I write.  I want them going through the thought process of considering the I am nothing more than a stupid bastard and then days later realizing I am not.  I want people to start speaking up and having discussions with their families and their friends and those who they interact with about whether or not this is really the direction humanity needs to go in.

For every Catholic who has not spoken up an absolute outrage of what the priest and the nuns have done to the millions of children throughout history marks of those Catholics would this same guilt as with the priests and nuns have done.  Because if you are aware of a crime and you do not speak out against that crime then you are standing in support of that crime.

But words are very interesting things.  They are devices that humans used to justify all manner of ugliness in this world.  Which is why we have so many brilliant American veterans not only in the United States but around the world who are being mistreated and basically ignored by their own governments and the majority of the people in those countries.  Or need I remind everyone how in the United States did most of the people who are homeless are in fact veterans?

So if you want to feel good about yourselves read a different Journal.  Because this Journal is dedicated toward human rights.  This Journal is dedicated on the purpose at least in part of being a voice however small or insignificant in this world for the greater good and to speak out on behalf of of the millions of men women and children who are in fact the shadow people.  There are good people at NASCAR just like there are good people who are Christian conservatives and Christians and Catholics and Jews and Muslims and people of every walk of life, but those people generally do not speak out.  You never hear them talking.  You never hear them complaining they are sometimes called the silent minority or the silent majority.  And for everyone that does not speak out conditions get worse.

So hate me if you want, but if you do, be very careful.  Because by hating me, you may end up hating yourself.

"THEY CAME FIRST for the Communists,
and I didn’t speak up because I wasn’t a Communist.

THEN THEY CAME for the Jews,
and I didn’t speak up because I wasn’t a Jew.

THEN THEY CAME for the trade unionists,
and I didn’t speak up because I wasn’t a trade unionist.

THEN THEY CAME for the Catholics,
and I didn’t speak up because I was a Protestant.

THEN THEY CAME for me
and by that time no one was left to speak up."

Pastor Martin Niemöller

    See Also:

    Child Poverty Statistics:

  • 25,000 children die each day from poverty
  • 1041 children die every hour due to poverty
  • 17 children die every minute from poverty
  • 750,000 children die every month from poverty
  • 9,000,000 children die every year from poverty

Child mortality Statistics:

  • 9.2 million children die every year
  • 780,000 children die every month
  • 26,000 children die every day
  • 18 children die every minute

An estimated 9.2 million children under the age of five will die this year – nearly 26,000 per day or 18 every minute. This is greater than the annual number of deaths from 1. AIDS (2 million), malaria (900,000), and tuberculosis (1.5 million) combined. 2. Neonatal disorders, pneumonia and diarrhea are the major causes of under-five mortality.

Globally, 80 percent of all child deaths are due to only a handful of causes: neonatal causes, pneumonia, diarrhea, and malaria. 3. Pneumonia or sepsis, pre-term delivery, and asphyxia at birth are the leading causes of neonatal deaths. Malnutrition is responsible for over a third of child deaths.

From: http://www.globalhealth.org/child_health/child_mortality/

Not one single penny that the pro-life movement spends on their so-called pro-life movement goes toward saving any of these “living” children’s lives. Not one single cent. Which means that the pro-life movement is not pro-life at all. Because their money is “not” going to save any living life on this planet. Their money is only going toward forcing women to bear children against their will. And that’s not how their own God, Jesus Christ defines pro-life.

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With 78% of the population of the United States being Christian, (US Religious Demographic Statistics ) that also means that 78% of all the:

incidents that take place every year, are committed by approximately 78% of the population, meaning people who claim to be Christians. (US Religious Demographic Statistics ). And that is something that the Christian conservatives , and those who are Catholics, do not want to discuss, or admit to. However, since 78% of the population is Christian, or claiming to be so. That then means that the above numbers are … true. And that one single fact of the matter, pretty much certifies that when the Christian conservatives are claiming to be pro-life, they are obviously NOT TALKING ABOUT be pro-life when it comes to the lives of these children. Because if they were, then these numbers would not exist, in the manner that they do.

It’s all about being responsible and taking responsibility for one’s free-will choices and free-will actions that one makes.

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For the record, I not now, nor have I ever hated any human being on earth. I do not hate, regarding my spirituality, and spiritual beliefs, anything that God did make. Meaning that I do not hate the “humanity” that exists within any human being. However, God did not make the personal choices that humans make, regarding how they behave, and/or present themselves, to the world. So if a human being chooses, of their own free will to demonstrate their behavior with racism, bigotry, prejudice, and hatred for other humans, on the basis of their own free will choice as to how they define their spirituality within themselves, that is their own choice. So I do not hate any human being for being that which God did make. I hate only the choice and the manner in which humans have decided to demonstrate their behavior to one another. I do not hate religion. However, I will never give my support to “any” religion, that has ever caused harm to, or killed, a single human being, in any way, as a result of the religion demonstrating, or manifesting it’s presence in the world. If any religion has ever harmed or killed a single human being, I respect the right of all humans to believe what they want in life. I, personally, will under no circumstances give my support for any religion, or theological belief, that has ever harmed or killed even a single human being. This is what I have dedicated my life to as a spiritualist and a pacifist here on earth. So any attempt by anyone to portray me as hating anyone. Because that is not so. The foregoing clearly shows that I have no hatred for humankind or for any religion.

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For the record, I am pro-life . I do not support violence against, or the killing of any human being under any circumstances! And the only way that I ever deviate from that stand is that I do not believe that God has ever given any human the right to dictate to any woman how she is to arbitrate her life with the Almighty, and/or God . Therefore, I believe that all women deserve the right to choose for themselves the fate of their own bodies, pursuant to their relationship with the Almighty, and/or God . My position regarding this statement is more fully explained in my article entitled: Second Gear.

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Further Reading:

 

My Significant Journal Entries:

  1. My Biographical Profile
  2. Distractions
  3. My Spinal Injuries
  4. Now We’re Having Fun, Right?
  5. My Complete Medical Record Of My Caregiving For Aileen
  6. Connections
  7. Finding Neverland
  8. I Never Want To Stop Crying For My Darling Aileen
  9. How Do I love thee. The First Anniversary Of Aileen’s Rosebush
  10. Oh There You Are
  11. My Philosophy of Life
  12. Second Gear, My discussion of my Pro-Life, and Pro-Choice Position
  13. The Time I was hired to photograph and met President-elect Ronald Reagan
  14. My 250 Million Variable Characteristic Hieroglyphic Language
  15. My Global Warming Research
  16. Quantum Mechanics And Newtonian Metaphysics, Originally Dictated On Friday March 19, 2010 (two days before Aileen collapsed and was told she only had 2 months left to live
  17. Magnitude 2.6 Earthquake In Central California
  18. Earth Preaching
  19. When Cancer Meets City Code
  20. Religion 101
  21. I Am An Iconoclastic Human Rights Advocate
  22. The Dark Lord
  23. Sand On The Floor
  24. ACLU Court Challenge Religious Restrictions Government Funded Trafficking Victims Program
  25. Penelope Cruz even looks good in menswear
  26. An Update On How Mike DeWine Is Trying To Take My Home Away From Me
  27. The Truth Game
  28. The Tortoise And The Hare
  29. A Human Comedy
  30. Fear: One of Life’s Great Motivators
  31. Give Me That Old Time Religion
  32. The Shadow People
  33. Also To Be Noted
  34. At Last
  35. Midnight Madness
  36. The Miracle of Synchronicity
  37. A Speck Of Dust On A Dirty Beach